Week 4: Love (Adoration)
December 24
On this fourth Sunday of Advent, we celebrate God’s ultimate expression of his love for humanity - Jesus, our coming King.
Writer:
Adibet from San Diego Rescue Mission
Read:
Though the mountains be shaken and the hills be removed, yet my unfailing love for you will not be shaken nor my covenant of peace be removed,” says the Lord, who has compassion on you. Isaiah 54:10 (NIV)
But I trust in your unfailing love. I will rejoice because you have rescued me. Psalm 13:5 (NLT)
Reflection:
Growing up I thought I knew God. I thought I loved him. My prayer after becoming a mother was “God protect my kids.” After my son got killed by the cartel, losing my other two kids, losing my house, and ending up getting falsely accused of a crime I did not commit, I was sent to prison under a different name facing a four-year and nine-month sentence. I began to curse God. All I asked him for was to protect my kids and son gets killed, and the other two get taken away. How is that protecting? How is that an answered prayer?
I was angry at him and wanted nothing to do with him. During the first five months of my sentence, I spent that time in solitude. I was getting deep in my head. Looking around my cell, the only thing that was there was a bible. So, I read it from Genesis to Revelation. I added my name to the scriptures and felt as if I was in the stories that were written. I stopped being angry with God and finally truly surrendered to him. You see, many say they serve God, but have they surrendered to God? I served him but never surrendered until now. I told God, “You brought me here so I can open my eyes. So, I can see that even though I went through what I did, you never stopped loving me.”
My sentence got reduced. I served a total of nine months. God removed those four years from my sentence. Finally, out of that cell and walking out into a new life, he gave me a new heart. He transformed my heart of stone into a heart of flesh. What is God to me now? He is Love. I love him with all my heart. I am truly in love with him. I have dedicated the rest of my life to serve him because it was only God that got me through the seasons I went through. And even though I hurt, he still loved me.
Meditation:
What resonated with you in reading Adibet’s heart-wrenching story of loss and redemption? How have you experienced God’s love in the midst of your own life challenges? With whom can you share your story of God’s love? Will you do that this week?
Prayer:
God who is Love. Thank you for your unfailing love. Even in the darkest of seasons, you are a constant reminder that in you, all will be well. Give me boldness to share your love with others.
Silence:
Light a candle; pause and rest in God’s gift of love.